i think, i need dessert

There are always something go wrong recently, which turn my mood bad and depress. I know one of the reason is myself, noob and blur. I also know that I am not good in communicate with others. I feel like I am nothing and useless.

I heard that one of the method to change people's bad mood is eating something sweet such as dessert. Perhaps i need it to change my bad mood as there are people said that negative thinking and bad mood may attract  more negative things and bad luck come approach to you. ( not sure how true it is. ) Anyway, I wish  I could know what to do to fix it. Hope everything will turn to normal and fine.  (praying~~)

By the way, i miss de pastry's dessert.