feel unsafe

Flip through the newspaper, everyday, all about crime, robbery and etc, Now, shooting news somemore... There is so much of crime, with various methods at anywhere. Some people said that, since there is so much crime so better stay at home. Well, I will like to say, you are totally wrong!!! Even you stay at home, lock the door, they will still find you if you " lucky " enough...

It was happened on few weeks ago, but i still can't forgot it. I was faced to faced with them, there is only a door block between us. They break in our front gate door, enter our housing area. Lucky, at the end, they leave.  They were like staring at me with angry look when leaving. Although at the end, there is no lost, no hurt, i still feel horrible and unsafe, especially when i am alone.  I don't know whether they will come back again, don't know whether they will come to disturb me when i out alone. You may say i think too much, but, no one guarantee that.

I was thinking, what else i can do to make myself get away from this horrible feeling. I feel tired sometimes, even a bit gate sounds or car sounds can make me feel unsafe when i was alone. Honestly, this kind of life i had gone through few years ago after my house being broke. And now, i need to go through again.

Whatever it is, i still feel grateful as i not being hurt that day. I hope I won't be so " lucky" again, being marked as target. I wish all the people around me too. Hopefully the place we stay can getting safer and better. I got no other way, hope and pray is the thing that i only can do. Let's Pray~~

The unemployment's period

 Most of my friends already started their work and sadly, i am still finding job. I started to have money problem recently. Perhaps one of the reason will be this, baking. I bought a cook book with my book voucher and had a try on it. Basically my money was wasted on buying ingredient and my breakfast. 

Okay, enough about the money thing. Try to view in positive way now. Actually baking can help me to spend my time wisely instead of whole day staring on laptop or sleep. So here are my baking product. Of course some have to try few times then only success.  I think the most successfully baking product will be this, mini pizza. It is also the most easiest one and I like to make this as my breakfast.  

 muffin. (The difficult one...for me la)

Cheese bake potato with ham

cheese bake korea rice cake

So here are the one that I had learn from the book. I think I should stop this kind of hobby since it helps to speed up my rate of spending money ><

The End