The mask

Still remember what i learned in sociology class. A lot of people are actors and actress. There are front stage and back stage. In front stage, actor or actress act and bring us into others story instead of their own story,  and behave different kind of personalities as state in the script. In our real life, people sometime does not really shows their own personalities, their true face, is like wearing a mask or acting in front of people. While back stage is where the place showing your true face, i mean behave as your own but not others.  Usually people will tear off their mask and show themselves  only when stay with close friends or family or when they are alone. 

However, sometime, if wearing the mask too long, and did not take it out, some people will just using the mask as their face, and can't find back themselves, or forgot who they are. You understand what i mean? It just like keep acting and behave like what they think. 

Why am i talking about this, because i realize that in this society, there are many people wearing mask, and the worst part is, as  i grow older, i started to learn wearing a mask in front of people. I am not saying that I behave as others else or treat people with an insincere heart, but i am saying that i started to hide my own feeling and only will explode when i am alone or when i am with my close friends. Let's take a simple example. I won't cry when i feel like wanna cry, especially in front of people even though i am sad. Is this a good thing or bad thing?  Or I just want to become stronger and tough? I have no idea..... Well,  i believe that they are a lot of people like me, won't cry in front of people, but this is just one of the example only. However, friends, please don't be doubt and don;t be afraid of interact with me, it just that sometimes, I had something that I don't wish to tell. I not as terrible as what you think and i din't wear the mask frequently. =)

prison break night 2012

Sometime, life seems like a prison. We cannot run away from our responsibilities or daily task, losing our freedom and cannot do whatever we want.

Everyday, i had to tell myself that i got tones of work waiting for me to complete. If i din't complete all the task, i have to face the consequences. It's kinda tired and bored to have such busy life. However, that night, we had given a chance to turn ourselves into prison breaker. So let's forgot all our non-stop testes, reportsssss , assignment and fyp (final year project), have fun and enjoy the night. :D

ready for the prison break night!!

The prison break night was organized by four societies, which are Crime Prevention Society, Film Club, Board Games Club and International Friendship Society. It's a huge events with a creative and attractive theme that successfully attract a lot of people to grab the ticket. The event is very successful as all the tickets had been sold out!!

That day, me and bunch of friends had reached the venue late. Once we enter the venue, we saw:

YA!!! they laying there, shouting and screaming that they are innocent.

The devil and bad peeps were holding their own weapons, prepared to torture the innocent carol.

XD

Polices found us and catches us, including the innocent one..lol!! However, some of us had escape:

And here it is, we entered the jail.

But somehow, we still meet each other..lol!!!!! (started to create the story by the photos we taken that night)

That night, lots of performance were prepared, including singing, magic shows, dancing, music instrument, and so on. Besides that, before the event, the organizers had made a short movie and posted it at facebook to let us guess who is the one who direct all the crime. That night, all the prison breakers can vote for the suspect and the truth had announced. Seriously, I din't get the chance to vote although I know the truth. Haizzz....

Surprising that saw few performers who had performed in sapphire moonight and also mixology night. Including our junior. So proud him......

me...in the jail....

Like this photo so much!!

Our dinner in the jail...Vegas burger!! Don't look down at this burger, it is big and enough to fit our tummy. Some of us cann't even finished eating it.

OMG, he try to escape from the jail....fast fast catch him!!! XD :P

Zombie~~~~

Yeah, the gun was bought by carol and ikki..And it is very useful that night. Cause everyone like to play with the gun.

Love the deco so much!!!

Guys

The girls

The girls (with the juniors)

Our bunch of people...crazy, like always...Muahahahaha Don't scold me if you guys see this...XD

Before ended, there is something I want to share about the open dance floor. It is freaking fun and excited in the open dance floor section. Not just the dancer, the lecturer, who is also the vice president of our uni, dance with the dancers down the stage.......Seldom to see that the lecturer will dance and have fun with us. He is the one..bravo!!!

There was question asked by my friend, "how's the night?" Well, overall, the night is awesome!!! Enjoyed it so much!!

(thanks kai jun and bryant for the photos)

我是咸鱼吗?

周星驰在电影里说过一句话 " 人没有梦想, 跟咸鱼有什么分别?"

现在的我是咸鱼吗?

开始不知道我是为了什么而努力, 开始忘记最初的理想是什么...

还有一年就毕业了, 毕业后要做什么? 要往什么方向走? 说真的, 我又迷失了...

不过, 不管怎样, 我都需要学会坚强.

因为只有坚强, 我才能继续走下去.........

Mixology Night 2012

Chemistry night is an anual event for our society. This year, the juniors had pay their efforts in organize this event with the theme of mix but not match. Means that you can wear whatever you want. Perhaps, 1 formal blouse with a beach pant and slipper? Or a dress with sport shoes??? However, most of us din't follow the theme..XD

Love the photos very much~~~~A very big thanks to the photographer of that day, bryant.

Still remember last year i miss the open ceremony as i need to sit at the registration site. I thought this year will be different, but, sometime, things happen out of our expectation. Why i said so? Is because my shoes spoilt suddenly and this made me can't walk properly. Luckily boon rui fetch me back to change my shoes. By the way, I knock my head with the car door...ishhh~~~~~

The performance of that day is damn nice. The singing part and the also the dancing part. I enjoyed the show very much, except for the magic show, cause it is a bit boring. Besides, i cant pay attention as i was freaking hungry and can't wait for the dinner.

What they doing????what we doing? shouting and screaming to vote for our course mate during the prom queen selection section. Can't deny that our bunch of people including the juniors are super crazy...LOL

And yeah, she won. Our prom queen, anne!!!

Below are the ss photos, taken before dinner. The organizers had prepared some props and the following photos prove that the props had successfully attracted us. We keep choosing the one we love and take photo with it. And because of this, some of us can't grab the food as some of the food being finished distributed.

After dinner, continue ss-ing....

Our bunch of people~~~~

After chem night, we move to the next station which was.....

Yeah, first time clubbing~~~>< and this place located in ipoh.

What do you think with above photo? bee hive? or cyclohexane perhaps ?? yeah, we were clubbing at cyclohexane. XD This is how the building look like. This photo was taken by ikki. And she is the one think of cyclohexane when looking at this building. What a future chemist.....hahaha

First time clubbing. Well, what I can said is, I had prove myself again that I really really can't drink. LOL.......I just drank half of the bottle of beer and i started to feel dizzy already. However, we were enjoyed that night, the music were rocking around, making us become excited. We were dancing and shouting, move and shake our body with the music there. I found that club is a very nice place for you to shout. Nomatter how we shout, no one will complain and no one will scold you and said that you are crazy. That night, we shout, to release our stress that we encounter in our daily life. What a crazy night with a bunch of crazy friends.

The crazy friends are caring too. Why i said so? Cause we take care of each other during that night as this was the first time for some of us went for clubbing. Besides, the guys are gentlemen too. They take care of two girls who get drunk that night.

Is fun to club with a gang of friends. Thanks for bringing me a clubbing experience. But i guess i wont go for second time. But, with you guys, i will consider about it..XD

(The above photos taken by bryant, kai jun, carol and anne)

感恩

每四年, 我们都有多一天的时间去过我们的生活. 而在这特别的一天, 2月29 号, 周围的朋友发生了一些意外. 幸好到最后还是没事...

人生, 其实很短暂.有很多事是我们不能预料的. 但是, 如果换个角度想, 其实, 我觉得我很庆幸. 因为我, 还有我身边的所有人都平安的活着. 就算发生什么事, 遇到什么困难, 到最后都能化险为夷. 虽然说生活上有许多挫折和烦恼, 但是,有时候, 我们必须抱着一颗 感恩的心去面对一切, 毕竟有时候, 不是所有的事都比相象中严重, 毕竟, 不是所有的人都那么的幸运, 也不是所有的人到最后都能化险为夷.

最后, 我想说的是,

感恩拥有多一天的时间, 感恩身边的一切.........:)

We meet again, mulian!

I am not sure whether you have the same feeling with me. When I back to hometown by ktm, I met different people at different station. Some of them depart from the same station as me but their destination is different from me. Meanwhile, some of them depart from different station but our destination is the same. As we growing up, getting older and older, we meet different people in different time, different stage of our life. These people may not accompany you until the last stage of our life. However, it does not mean that you can forgot those who had accompany with you before.



On 18 february, we got our third Mulian's gathering at Bel Pasto Italian Restaurant. However, most of the people were busy-ing with their work so a lot of them absent.

My ordered- upper left : Fettucini Salmone. The pasta served with salmon, Parmesan cheese, mushroom and etc

same face. Everyone still the same. Like to shot each other, enjoy shotting each other, just like during our high school time. This is the way we communicate. XD



Photo sessions:

Best buddies forever

hui, me and li wen

me, li wen and xiao fang

girls~~

all the boys.

After dinner, we went to our next station, which was,

Honestly, I am not good in drink. But i got no idea why some of my friends said that i look like those who can drink well. >< In fact, i can't even finish 1/4 of one glass and the rest of it distributed to others.

Such a crazy and excited night. Some of them keep dedicate songs for xiao fang. Somemore Ling keep claimed that xiao fang pregnant already and going to marry in the next day.Lol!!! I guess xiao fang not going to enter the overtime here.

Seriously enjoyed the gathering so much. And now, everyone are continue-ing their own journey of life, included me. Nomatter how far we go, hope that our connection won't be broke. Hope to see you guys in next gathering. Good luck everyone and wish all of you always xing fu.XD

The end.